Oh.
What to tell you?
Not what I expected.
I did think I'd feel a bit of a nancy going on about myself this way when it all turned out to be nothing.
But it's not nothing.
My head feels cold and my heart is racing.
Thank you for all the kind sweet words of encouragement and sisterhood.
When I stop shaking I'll resume normal transmission.
Maybe tomorrow.
NO! I've been thinking about you all day on your Monday. Nuts.
ReplyDeleteDang it! Same feelings here as Deb above... :-|
ReplyDeleteOn Annie. Lots and lots of love, positive thoughts and sympathy from here. Penny L xxx
ReplyDeleteThe light of friendship is like light of phosphorus, seen
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- Crowell
Annie I am speechless and want to swear ALOT! Thinking of you heaps!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry it's not nothing :( I will be thinking of you and hoping that that something gets back to nothing swiftly.
ReplyDeleteOh Annie, I've thought of you all week, waiting for the post when you would tell us everything was okay.
ReplyDeleteWhat to say! Sending strength and hugs and a few tears.
Bloody boobs. They get you in trouble your whole life.
Right then. That's not what I was wanting you to say. I'm sure you're feeling completely shocked and unreal and in disbelief.
ReplyDeleteJust take one day at a time, clench your fists in steely determination, and with tears in your eyes kick f'ng breast cancer to the moon. I'll help you in anyway I can. I'm not doing anything else at the moment.xo
Oh, Annie, I'm so sorry to hear this. Thinking of you and sending you love. Cx
ReplyDeleteIt must feel like a constant panic attack.
ReplyDeleteHave long soaks in the bath with candles and soft music.
I want to comfort you ;I can't so I keep praying.
Spoil yourself, Annie.
Oh dear. I was so hoping it would be nothing. Sending you a bucket load of strength and many warm hugs. xx
ReplyDeleteOh dear. I'm sorry to hear your news. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteOh crappity crap crap crap. Sorry, had to get that out. Just keep working away at the ripple and take one minute at a time. I know we have never met but if you need anything, a playdate for Shorty, a coffee, a chat with someone who works in the industry to which you are about to become affiliated, a rant, whatever please feel free to email me at mfowler@hotmail.com.au melxxx
ReplyDeleteOh no no no! I really can't believe it, Annie. I've been thinking about you all week too and waiting on some positive news. Life is just really totally crap sometimes. Sending you lots of hugs and strength. Mel xx
ReplyDeleteOh no!! I have just found your blog, I read this post and back tracked to find out what your were talking about. This is so unfair! I need to go for a mammogram and I am scared stiff but reading your blog has at least encouraged me to just go and do it. I sincerely hope that there will be some positive news for you very soon. Take care, hugs...Colleen
ReplyDeleteAnnie I feel sick for you. I wish I had better words. I will email you. x
ReplyDeleteDearest Annie, I have so enjoyed your blog since MMMC bought it to my attention. Every installment so far has made me mutter one of the following: ooh, ahh, ha ha ha or aha. But today I said "oh" and then "shit". If I could reach through and squeeze your arm I would. You have already shown so much courage and strength. You must remember to breathe. Breathe. You will be in my prayers at night and thoughts through the days.
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Oh bother! Dearest Annie, what I said before still stands, I know that you will be okay, just not quite yet. And meantime the sisterhood is rooting for you, and holding you gently in our thoughts and hearts. Get those toes into some sand pronto girl, and that hook into some wool. We will be here whenever you want us, just call, and we won't talk about the war unless you choose to. Hugs from across oceans x
ReplyDeleteYou know what I think about all this. See you tomorrow. xxx
ReplyDeleteCrossing all my fingers and toes and looking forward to hearing the good news you're all fine :)xxoo
ReplyDeleteSending you hugs filled with love and courage xxxxxx
ReplyDeleteDear Annie... I am a little hesitant to write as I don't want to write anything 'wrong' but here goes... My heart aches for you. I am afraid for you too. I imagine it would be hard to stop thinking about it, to find any kind of peace from it. Seek out others who have been there and listen to their advice, put your trust in them and your learned caregivers. They are experts and I still have my mother and my aunt because of them. I will (like the others in this sisterhood), be sending you good vibes, the very best and strongest that i have in me to give... As a collective I am sure this will benefit you. We are right there beside you. Love, Michelle
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